17.2.09

i've moved.


http://prettyuglyfaces.wordpress.com



relink me y'all.


oh how i will miss you here. i had you since what 2005, was it? wow. thanks for hearing my rants all the time. kudos to you for that. oh oh and the happy memories! you know, where you saw me smile oh so widely! when i told you a story about this boy (insert name). WHY OH WHY? keep those for me will you? the pictures and all. ahhh the sunset, my very first sunset. wasn't it pretty? tskk. oh well, those were just memories i suppose. dont you find it irritating, where you know all those tv serials all somewhat have things happening. where they broke up, then patch up again and stay foreverr. damn it, why doesnt it happen in real life. well, hence they call it drama isnt it! dumb ass.
iwasphelped, hah. the crazy-ness both PEA and I had of that monsterr in water. amazing at how time flies eh. ohh, and those harry potter moments. HEY WHAT TO DO EXPECT COMING OUT FROM TWO 15 YEAROLD GIRLS!
so then again, THANKS AGAIN! iloveyou manymany alright! : )


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21.1.09

hello my stagnant blog. i am very sorry for not saying much to you. well, as you can see i am very busy with all the chinanigans that will owe me like ( insert gazillion numbers ) hours of sleeep. well, overwhelemed with all of the again, chinanigans, that have been happening; my dear goodness, PLEASE HELP THESE LITTLE CHILDREN. calm their soul and rest their mind. hear their rants, their prayers. push away all of their pains, misery and guilt.

--and with your smile, i'm speechless.


"In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations." - barack obama : )


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13.1.09

why not you look, stare and memorise.
then go ahead and plaster me a smile : )

SHITHEAD-- DOUBLE SHITHEAD-- ANTISHITHEAD <3







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6.1.09

TWENTY ZERO EIGHT;
how evil you are. goddamnit. i assume you were very happy to see me standing there all alone, crying, praying and whateverr. stop it will you. stop all your unhappiness pouring onto me. can't you see that i am exhausted, tired and about to give up? the fear i am developing all because of you. and the guilt, the damn guilt. (insert words) i suggest you should start asking your friend to shine some light on me this time round : ) thank you, please.
TWENTY ZERO NINE;
so now, i am putting my trust on you. i pray that you shall not follow that of your friend's. i pray that you will teach me the meaning of happiness. i pray that you will guide me the whole way through. do not pull me back down, please. i am begging you. let the love of my family and friends fill me up! : ) again, thank you please.

silence;
my god, it was so beautiful when you smiled.
boy, you moulded the heart of me.
painful as it is,
dear i love you. and miss you.
but STEP AWAY.

with lovee;



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23.12.08

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. ( a lot? but i do have mood swings uh )
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (FROM SELECTED PEOPLE)
I fall for the worst people. ( at the moment )
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.


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19.12.08

twilight, a moviee you have to watchh. everything else was perfect, from ROBERT PATTINSON ( he is like damn hot can! got mesmerised by his top to bottom look) to the storyline to the pretty girl. one turn off, damn the special effects have issues man. okay, make it two; THE MAKE UP! my goodness, TOO FAKE! it was bloody obvious who were the vampires. but oh well, im still in love with ROB PAT! : ) and we went to marina barrage : ) damn pretty can! the clouds and green patches of grass. beautiful. but let me say, the journey there was not that very must appealing. the long walks, and long waiting for the bus to the ulu-ated road. i say, i felt something therre. wooooo.


check out ROB PAT!
can make it for herbal essence ad? apparently, (insert name) doesn't think so! hmph.
group photo! : )
ROSE! : )
supposedly old school class photo picture which did not quite make it.
juraimi and rose
007 partners in crime : ) sheRRRRil & juRRRaimi.












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16.12.08

i am writing this for the second time, as my post was deleted all of a sudden. wtf. as i was saying before, my two weeks holidays doesnt seem like a bloody break for crying out loud. the list of things i have to do; PI&C lab report and logbook, RS lab report, Cost Accounting project, BPA online assignment and Semestral Project 3. plus work and meeting. whoaaa sian. ami busy or am i busy? say it people. anyways, i met my gorgeous today, GRACE GOH XIU LING! guess what people? SHE HAD A HOT ANG MOH GUY FOR A WHOLE DAY ALL TO HERSELF! imagine this, a guy with BLUE/GREEN EYES, TALL & LEAN! ahhh. just so mesmerizing isnt it?

next; chalet 08. ouhh, typical bbq food we had. ( though i really hate it when it comes to sting ray) on a brighter note, THERE IS NO SHARKS FIN SOUP THIS TIME ROUND! wonderful, family. keep up the good work! : ) yes, my never ending debate on sharks fin worked! whoohoo. eh, remember the tradisional games played; jumping in a sack, pass the (insert item) with the spoon, pass the parcel. hah! we played all those. ouuh, and TWISTERR! gogo, people. GO PLAY TWISTER, SYIOKK!

the UGLY baby sitters.

brothers unite : )

line up for musical chairs

cheating of musical chairs; damn just push!


the four captains.

all ready, get set GO!


WINNING TEAM BABY! : )


come give me a what what!

say it, LOSERS!


those in there are STING RAYS! tskk.


yumm. my dad's speciality.


chicken kebabs!


FB production, boy am i shocked! my beloved classmate, POH WEI MENG can actually dance. so the little dance moves he did during LAB SESSIONS, and wherever along the tutorial rooms and lectures, paid off eh! haha, seriously WEI MENG CAN DANCE! hahaha. and of course, we have SHAQILAH who just seems flawless on the stage, great job miss! and SHAKIRA, ouuuh. sexyy. : )






























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14.12.08

yes, the shitified-ness of the common tests are over. unfortunately, i don't feel the excitement. do you? anyways, i watched my first malay movie together with my two beloved classmates : ) and THANK GOD FOR THE ENGLISH SUBTITLES! : ) so muallaf, was the story and it hits you indirectly. go people, watch and think outside of the box. go go faster. and er, any of you got the story sepet and gubrah ( is that how you spell it? ), please be such kind people and lend it to me. so i can watch : ) ouhhh, the picture house. oh so comfy seats they have. it's like the MOST PEACEFUL cinema EVERR, due to the NO CRUNCHING OF POPCORNS AND NACHOS.


all gather for the bmt departure of our beloved friend, EDWIN NG!
sitting in a circle, huge one, we were. PLAYING ALL SORTS of retarded games, and it took us AGES, to solve each an everyone of them, or to even understand the bloody game! from "murderer" ( the simplest game, yet, we took THREEE TRIES, to make it right! ) to "chop cili chop cili chop chop chop" ( MALUATING movements we had to do in vivo. again, didnt even make it a full round) to "007 BANG!" ( where we let our reflex action take over, BANG-ING at random ) to "om om chakee chakee" ( you all don't seem to understand a shit out of this game. YOU PEOPLE SUCK) and then it came to riddles of "click click, who's picture im taking of" to " what things to bring to at a birthday party" to " mrt " game ( EEERRRRRR thanks uh JURRRAIMI, RRRRROSE and FIRRRRRDAUS for making me feeel ultra stupid! )

EDWIN NG! boy, i miss you can! now who is going to call me early in the morning from hougang, where we talk about our NEVER BEAUTIFUL LOVE LIFE. there goes my 1 am call companion!









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30.11.08

do not trust the phrase " an apple a day, keeps the doctor away " BULLSHIT YO. cause you see, i've been eating apples EVERYDAY, unfortunately that damn kookoo flu bug still got to me. but then again, it may be cause alisa's mucus flew to me. i shall repeat; ALISA'S MUCUS landed on me. so people stay away from me; 2 CM RADIUS PLEASE. thanks : )


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25.11.08

eh eh eh, gorgeous will be back soon! : ) oh yeaa, my fund has become dead stagnant. -_-

im/i/i've;

tired tired tired tired tired tired sleeeeeepy tired tired tired tired tired drained out tired tired tired tired have so much thoughts in the head tired tired tired tired tired want my world to be brighter tired tired tired tired tired want answers tired tired tired tired faster give me answers tired tired tired tired wish that life wasn't that much of a bitch tired tired tired sleeeeepy tired tired tired been praying for YOU everyday tired tired tired tired tired bet YOU didn't know how much YOU meant to MY life tired tired tired tired thinking a lot about YOU lately tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired worry for common tests and deadlines tired tired tired tired sian of work tired tired tired tired tired tired need a hug tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired NEED YOUR LOVE tired tired tired tired tired tired tired.

you make me love you.


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20.11.08

appealing to all of my beloved friends; DONATE DONATE DONATE! the fund has reached its $30s. HAHAHA. i bet you all losers (who doesnt want to donate to my fund) would never thought that i will ever get a cent right! tskk. do not under estimate the influence of SHERIL AIDAAA! : ) hahaa.

omg. the newspapers are getting boring by the way. the news was used to be filled with stories of the duel between barack obama and john mcain but that palin woman somehow came into the picture. gaaah. then that story died, along with a housekeeper dude who got mauled by 2 pretty white tigers. and now that story died-ed, while the 2 white tigers are back at the zoo! : ) come on world, make something happen here! like; a woman's boobs burts while she was diving in the ocean. damn her boobs must be that hugee! or like; conducting a fat donation. oh please, those size 0 models, GIVE THEM FATS MAN! they making me feel like an obese person! i will be the first few to willingly queue up for that donation so as to give away my fats! these kind of stories are fun.

eh eh eh, do you all know that FROGS ARE ENDAGERED! wow. those ugly thingys that some people eat in soups are actually ENDANGERED! ok, its actully wild frogs, but still who ever knew that amphibians like FROGS are endangered. DAMN YOU BLOODY HUMANS! oh oh oh, and those women who are having menses and wants to go dive in the ocean or aquariuams, DO NOT FEAR, suprisingly SHARKS ARE NOT ATTRACTED TO THOSE BLOOD! haha, amazing isn't it? somehow they know which blood to be attracted to! wow. i bet you all didn't know that. see, you learn something new everyday.

-- if i could find you now things would get better.


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17.11.08

have i been sleeping? i've been so still, afraid of crumbling
have i been careless? dismissing all the distant rumblings, take me where i am suppose to be
to comprehend the things that i can't see

cause i need to move, i need to wake up, i need to change
i need to shake up, i need to speak out, something's got to break up
i've been asleep, and i need to wake up.

NOW.


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