20.10.04
HELLO. yesh yesh. SHERIL! CAN YOU STOP BLOODY HELL COMPLAIN HOW FREAKING STUPID AND RETARDED YOU ARE? you are driving me up the wall. there are one thousand and one reasons why this happened.
1) fate
2) someone up there planned this
3) to live a different life
aaaand well. *shrugs ,rocks from side to side: therre are more reasons to come. you just gotta branch out from those three points up there. its sort a like a mind map. anyway, sheril dont do anything stupid. and whatever you do...or whatever it turns out to be...i'll always support you and we'll stay in touch and we'll still be rivals * over mp. although you're his wife. and whatever happens... it'll be good. its just a fact. i know i cant cheer you up. cause i am gonna get promoted. i hate myself because i failed hist by 1 freaking mark so i have to drop 2. i know you think im so bragging now. i seriously understand how you feel. but maybe im not doing you any good. and i know maybe this doesnt make much sense. and you must be thinking," at least you'll be promoted" but please... im so hating myself. i HAD high expectations. but i just want you to know... someone out there planned this. and we just gotta stick to the facts and no matter how many setbacks we have to overcome...we'll do it.
because THIS is OUR LIFE.
and we cant CHANGE it.
" no matter how many times he stares back at me, we'll still remain as total strangers."
