20.10.04
SHERIL CAN YOU QUIT SAYING THAT YOU ARE FREAKING STUPID. you are not. okay. well. i know you feel seriously bad. oh my gosh. THIS IS MY SECOND TIME WRITING THIS BLOODY POST. you know just now the post didnt respond. i wrote such a nice post and its goneeeeeeeeeeeee. so. im trying to remember what i wrote. there are a thousand and one reasons why it turned out like that. AND I'LL STRESS IT. YOU ARE NOT STUPID.
1) fate
2) someone up there planned this
and there are much more reasons. * shrugs, rocks from side to side... seriously...j-just think about it...er, you could come out with a m-mind map? * twists shirt. anyway, i know how you feel. seriously black. i mean. I M SIRIUS. i mean i mean *shouts out loud. I AM SERIOUS!!!! i know you may think im so kidding now and relaxed. trust me i cried like shit today. you know. i HAD high expectations. just because of that freaky one mark...i have to drop 2 subjects. okay. i know. you are thinking," well you passed...you can get promoted...why should you care about that 2 subs you're dropping?" well, you may think i was bragging this afternoon while walking to the washroon but seriously... i'll rather retain than drop 2. i need to pass one more. and to tell you the truth i was quite pissed off when you asked me to shut up. yesh yesh. i know... you passed only malay. i feel really sad for you too. i understand how you feel now. *opens eyes wide, please dont do anything ANYTHING stupid. but... can you just understand how i feel too? my friends all drifted apart... er. i'ld retain. but my mother doesnt allow. i bet you still dont understand how i feel. and this doesnt make much sense. but... i just want you to know...its a fact.
this is OUR life and we CANT change what is planned for us.
" no matter how many times we glance at each other, we'll still remain as total strangers."
