23.12.04
then it had to happen...
we were strolling in the park one fine gusty, thursday morning. we just finished eating our breakfast in the local foodcourt. it was 9.05 am. yes. pretty early eh? and we were walking out of the foodcourt, near the courtyard full of umbrella liked trees. yes. and i breathed in and out. whooooo. wonderful windy sun-dried morning. AND THEN. i felt an unpleasant lurch in my abdomen. oh noo. yes. *wraps hands around body and goes down on knees. my all time favourite, golden... well, sort of- fair, winter coloured, snowy skin, located near my lower-half body, centered in the middle of my legs and upper rib... IN FURTHER DETAIL, *puts in dreadful violin cd into the portable cd player, yeah. the innocent bottomless pit of mine, with muscles containing cells and cells of white and red donuts, it was contracting and expanding, at every second. in pain. definitely. indeed. all my senses were overwhelming. i needed to overcome this outrageous moment. everywhere around me, seemed to sink in. the beautiful trees, the black silvery bright, red-beaked swans; and there were the affectionate mandarin ducks, waddling in a nearby crystal clear, duckweeded lake... and then. it had to happen. inside me, i felt the most unusually mystical sensation. the gurgling, gulping, gorging, gobbling, and the repeated contraction and expansion of my organs seemed to be working extremely fast. i could feel the warm, rising air, the mist from within, the grounds expanding, my feet seemed so vulnerable. in my direction, i saw the wonder of fire. burn buRn BUrning ever so brightly. the man didnt know how much harm it was costing him. one day. he will pay. he inhaled the wisp of indulging smoke and held it with his bare hands. one lesson: never smoke. *back to my disastrous situation. and then. i squeezed my ever so tender skinned waist. my stomach felt real bad. second lesson: never ever use a public toilet. so. yeah. i went home. *stops the dreadful violin music. and i baked a chocolate with cherry topping cake.