12.7.06
080706. the day i can never forget.
how was i to know you're leaving us.
it's been a great loss to the family.
now i feel so empty and lonely.
no one to accompany me till 2am.
no one to entertain me about my hot love.
no one to watch mr bean with.
it's so difficult to let you go.
you've been with me ever since i was born, 17 years.
and you left with no sign at all.
this wound will still be fresh.
it may take days, weeks, months or even years to recover.
thank you for that smile and laughter i saw in my dream.
i know you're happy therre : )
i know you're still here, somewhere with us.
i'm missing you.
i will pray for you everday,
insya-allah.
i hope you'll look after us from high above.
again, thank you for all the things you have done for your family.
i love YOU!
