8.10.06
less than a month more and i'm still struggling. "WAKE UP SHERIL!" yea, i know i need to focus on studying and all but it's difficult to push my troubles aside. damn! why doesn't anyone understand! i am trying my best, pushing it all the way, working my ass off!
i'm praying, asking YOU to help me.i need YOU to give me the strength and patience to end this final lap of mine in success. for the better of my future and for the sacrifices my parents made. with their smile, only then i know that i've done my job as a daughter.
on a lighter note, i met up with PEA. so she taught me how to study history. wow, it was productive! i actually can still remember the points on china. impressive. so people, to learn history, you MUST talk/repeat the points to yourself! ok, sorry pea if you had to repeat yourself so many times. i know it is difficult to teach me but hey, thanks for your patience! : ) by the way, do not try the new pizza( 3 chicken thingy) from pizza hut! it's so small! cheated my feelings and money! so after dinner, smart pea decided to walk from btp to 6th avenue to grab ice cream and walk back home! ahhh, don't try it people. it's shit far! though it sort of burnt a tiny bit of those calories. hah.
reminder: no one is safe on the road. we must be paranoid at times, it's good.
i'm not strong enough to deal with it.
