12.12.06
omg! work was so horrible todayy! for a whole hour, i was in a zoinked world! i have no idea why but i was super nervous and kanchiong went i had to do the demonstration! i mean, it was my chance to touch a dolphin! no one else will actually get the chance to touch the dolphin everyday la! but i was the idiot who was shivering and shaking like mad! even asnul who stood so far away saw me doing that! damnn, i think the
dolphin classified me under his retarded list or something! sighh. and then asnul sat us down and he so called did a lecture, gosh i felt super stupidd la after that! i feel like im a dumb ass who doesn't know how to do simple things! thank god i had yanti with me! ahh, thanks mann! : D you know what i need someone to teach me how to built up my self-esteem and self-confidence! oh well, tomorrow is another day. i wonder what other funny things will they ask me to do tomorrow.... i shall go memorise my turtle, otter and arapaima commentries now. damnn!
