19.4.08
oh my dear word. the batch of cookies i baked super failed la. i mean it taste good but it looks er, quite bad. haha. oh well. so as long its edible and no one will die from eating it, IM HAPPY. and, every night im suffering from heat pain i tell you. all thanks to those bites! itchy like crazy and i had to put some thingy on my body which gives out heat! my goodness, BURNING YO!
bummer.
so now, back to the real life. tell me, why love hurts? don't get me wrong, i actually love love. but why cant love be simple? why cant it be as easy as " i love you" " you love me" and there is the fairytale. how i wish i could turn back the time and didn't feel those feelings. how i wish i didn't hurt your feelings? why am i so selfish? why do i only care for myself? i should care for you too. tell me what can i do to get it back. seriously, i can go bang my head against the wall already. im miserable. hear my prayer; help me, i need your help. i don't want it to end. i want it to go well, very well.
i love you very much.
