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sit.
stay.
leave.
sit.
think.
breathe.
think.
breathe.
thoughts changed.
re-think.
wait.
i start to cry. not sobs just tears streaming down my face through my closed eyes. tears from effort and tears from stress and tears from this nightmare. tears from holding on and tears from fighting. there are tears of love. the love of friends and YOURS.
breathe.
i cry.
it's a nightmare.
please end.
please end.
please end.
not you.
i miss you.
i love you.
