5.9.08
xoxo gossip girl, it's the second season baby! and thanks to hirzi and bah, im addicted to the pointless plot of mad tv : ) ouuuh, and the us open is making me sleep only at the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hours. bummer. go djokovic : ) oh boy, do not ask me about work. ( let's just say it's like a ghost town in there, where i can walk around aimlessly in circles).
day 1.
day 2.
day 3.
yada yada.
month 1.
month 1, day 1
month 1, day 2.
yada yada yada.
month 2.
and counting, will never end.
my morning sessions made me think ; its been so long that i flung myself into the world, as far away from my own interior as possible.well, if i dared visit the inner realms, i didn't even stay long or look far. as it frightened me deeply to look into my own shadows. and unfortunately, it still does.
and god, would you please help me? i know you heard my prayers, but well it seems that whatever i want in life, i will never get yea? please please, get me out of these shenanigans! or would you rather suck my soul out. well, that seems a lot better doesn't it? come on, i need to pull myself together now. oh my word, i have no idea what i want; to live or to be taken away.
